thoughts running through my head:
i'm annoyed
go away
freaking text me
shut up
scared
nervous
i'm a jerk
i'm so dumb
i made stupid choices
i suck at life
no i don't suck at life
will i be able to find a normal job before college?
will things work out the way i hope they will?
i'm going to cry
i can't cry.. too embarrassing.
i miss him
i've done better for the last 2 & 1/2 weeks than i though i would have.
maybe his mission won't be too bad..
no... i'm going to die while he's on his mission.
this is stupid.
i need to stop feeling bad about myself.
think positive..
positive.
positive.
happy.
smile.
meh.....
SO much more on my mind.. but you don't want to hear it.
most of it's negative.
just.be.happy.
keep.calm.carry.on
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