project plog finished

asking what plog is? two words. photo blog.

complete!

yessss!!! click on the picture. you know you want to.

you know how i said i didn't feel like going to bed? i stayed up to 4 in the freaking morning working on that... so you better see the plog. and follow it.

i don't like all my hard work going to waste. :P

mmm... it felt good to pull an almost all nighter.

not.

i woke up with a headache.

i hate that.. but that was the first time in a long time that i've slept in until noon.

yesterday was interesting. basically didn't feel like i was in my own head and couldn't control my emotions.. some dummy was doing it for me.

"the jerk" (he's not that big of a jerk but that's what we refer to him as because of the J so don't take a huge offense.. some is acceptable) talked to me.

asked me if i'm allowed to make my own decisions..

that kinda pissed me off.

of course i can. i'm a big girl.

when nic asks me not to do certain things and not talk to certain people.. i respect him. so i do what he asks (yeah. not "demands". he lets me make my own decisions)..

because i don't want to talk to those people anyway.

and it's not like i'm going to do whatever "the jerk" asks. freak-o.

it's over. there were feelings. now there's not.

 buh-bye.

sorry.. i'm just feeling bitter.

the way the conversation ended just made me angry.

and just that he found an excuse to talk to me..

soanywhooo...

i will post pictures of the trip to utah in the next post. :]

can't wait to see nic-a-licious (as my mother refers to him) tonight.

he's been away in tucson for a basketball tourniee and gets home today!!

and it's new years eve!!

the plan is to make pizza for us and his parents, then cuddle while watching a movie. oh. and possibly go to the party with the fam damily and the SNEED family (who are freaking awesome people might i add) for a little.

still need to talk to nic about official plans.

but can i say... perfect new years eve ever?

guess what...

i'm 23/24 of the way done with school that comes before college!

WOOHOOO!!!!

so are all the rest of the seniors. :]

okay. i'll shut up now.

adios.

olive.juice<33