Friday, February 27, 2009

the blog topic always shifts to him.

so last night i had been kind of feeling not so good. not only am i sick, but i felt.. depressed again.
i don't know how to explain how i felt.. but like, it feels like nicholas was ignoring me.. or that.. i don't know. i won't even try to explain it because i'm over exaggerating. as always.

but i was talking to one of my friends, and he was talking about how his girlfriend is so perfect for him, and how it feels like they're already married, even though they're not. but he was talking about how much he loves her and how she loves him. it was so cute and it made me realize again how much i love nic.

"i'm sorry i couldn't come. i'll come see you tomorrow ok. i'll stay with you as long as you want."

"are you sure about that?"

"yes. why?"

"i might ask you to stay forever."

"okay. haha. i might do it."

"would you really?"

"yes, of course."

"hmm... could you handle me for that long?"

"huh. yes. why do you ask?"

"because i'm moody and selfish and needy. and not that good of a person"

"you are a good person. but the rest is true. but you need to go to sleep."

"hah. thanks... that's a confidence booster.... good night. i love you"

"i love you too. goodnight"

he makes me laugh. i can be so mad at him, but in one minute, he can turn my mood around.
i was telling cassidi hastings, that he's so goofy, he can get out of anything. his goofyness gets him out of trouble with me. and it's probably a good thing. if he didn't do something to change my attitude, i'd be mad at him for a long time. that's another reason why we're good for eachother. some guys would just keep me pissed off and do other things to make me even more mad. but it's not like that with nic. and i love it. :]

for valentine's day we went up to giesela to go hiking, but the trail was closed so we went a little past payson and played in the snow. i wish i would've gotten pictures of us.. hopefully i can get the ones morgan took. but here's one of nicholas that i got. :]

i love this boy. he's so cute.

he came over for a little bit today. i'm glad he did because i really needed it. he gave me the best hug i've had in a long time.
well, i'm craving ice cream. either dad is going to have to get off his butt and get it because i'm sick, or i'll just go myself and get all of the walmart staff sick. hah.

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