please bear with my confused brain.

okay okay okay.

i'm really flaky.

in the aspect that i decide things then change my mind.

ALL. THE. TIME.

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my name is sarah, and i am addicted to photography.

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after i decided to "quit" and just do it as a hobby, i felt uneasy, apprehensive, and nauseous.

when i think about doing other things as a profession, i feel even more like i'm going to lose my lunch.

it seems photos literally call my name.

"sarah, give me life."

i continued to look at photos and think, "what do i like about this photo? how can i recreate it in my own way for my own clients?"

then i'd lie to myself, saying, "oh wait, i'm not doing photography as a job anymore."

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just now i was perusing the inter-web and came across these lovely photographers:

red leaf studios

i fell in love with the film-y feel of their photos

and found their online photography workshop:

http://www.redleafonlineworkshop.com/

i caught myself thinking "I NEED TO SIGN-UP FOR THIS!!"

then, remembering my decision, my eyes filled with tears.

this quote has kept coming to my mind all day.

why waste what God has given me?

i may not be the best at photography, but there's time to grow and improve.

patience just has to play a big part in this.

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my final thoughts on the matter, is that i need to really put myself into my photos and find my niche in it.

and this is my wake up call to work even harder and do the best i can.

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i ask you all to please bear with me

as i sort this all out.

and wish me a big ol' "good luck!"

until next time,

sarah