project plog finished

asking what plog is? two words. photo blog.

complete!

yessss!!! click on the picture. you know you want to.

you know how i said i didn't feel like going to bed? i stayed up to 4 in the freaking morning working on that... so you better see the plog. and follow it.

i don't like all my hard work going to waste. :P

mmm... it felt good to pull an almost all nighter.

not.

i woke up with a headache.

i hate that.. but that was the first time in a long time that i've slept in until noon.

yesterday was interesting. basically didn't feel like i was in my own head and couldn't control my emotions.. some dummy was doing it for me.

"the jerk" (he's not that big of a jerk but that's what we refer to him as because of the J so don't take a huge offense.. some is acceptable) talked to me.

asked me if i'm allowed to make my own decisions..

that kinda pissed me off.

of course i can. i'm a big girl.

when nic asks me not to do certain things and not talk to certain people.. i respect him. so i do what he asks (yeah. not "demands". he lets me make my own decisions)..

because i don't want to talk to those people anyway.

and it's not like i'm going to do whatever "the jerk" asks. freak-o.

it's over. there were feelings. now there's not.

 buh-bye.

sorry.. i'm just feeling bitter.

the way the conversation ended just made me angry.

and just that he found an excuse to talk to me..

soanywhooo...

i will post pictures of the trip to utah in the next post. :]

can't wait to see nic-a-licious (as my mother refers to him) tonight.

he's been away in tucson for a basketball tourniee and gets home today!!

and it's new years eve!!

the plan is to make pizza for us and his parents, then cuddle while watching a movie. oh. and possibly go to the party with the fam damily and the SNEED family (who are freaking awesome people might i add) for a little.

still need to talk to nic about official plans.

but can i say... perfect new years eve ever?

guess what...

i'm 23/24 of the way done with school that comes before college!

WOOHOOO!!!!

so are all the rest of the seniors. :]

okay. i'll shut up now.

adios.

olive.juice<33

decisions, decisions...

i'm pooper.scooper tired. yes... that was "pooper.scooper" just because "super.duper" gets old.

i can't seem to force myself to go to bed.

i'm trying to decide if i should create a different blog for photography and keep this as my personal stuff.. because i end up writing more personal stuff rather than posting my work.

i'm leaning towards... YES... so expect a different blog soon... most likely tomorrow since i have nothing better today with nic being out of town..

i sound so pathetic.. like i can't function without him... it's because that's true. :P

just kidding.

i've also been deciding what i want to do over the summer. there's a slight possibility of going to texas to work as a salesperson... WOOPEE!!! not.. so i'm about to rule that out of my options. but i mostly want to work at arizona bridal. because i love that store.

and i'm hopefully doing the fashion show with them. and i have a day job with them on the 9th. so maybe if they like me, i can apply for a full-time job there for the summer and they'll keep me.

oh please, oh please!

hmm.. maybe i'll just do the other blog now.

perfect excuse to stay up.

adios for now.

olive.juice

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super.duper.pooper.scooper.

byee.

the best christmas present ever

if you've never had the man you're going to marry look at you the way nic looked at me last night... you're missing out.

honestly.. he gave me the kind of look you would see on the groom's face on the wedding day. i can't wait for that same look the day we do get married.

before the look, nic gave me this:

i was a happy camper... then came the sugar. no. not anything bad. sugar as in him whispering sweet nothings and man... that look on his face...

i would kill to have a picture of that face.. at least i have a photographic memory. :]

for christmas this year my daddy built a shelf for me that goes all the way around the room. they.are.awe.some. really. they're not quite finished yet though. they still have a bit of tweaking.

and i got to pick out pretty much the rest of my gifts.

i picked this out for when we go to utah tomorrow. i can't wait to get snow all over this baby. yummy!

also got some lovely scarves.. brown plaid--from charlotte russe.. the other 2, i don't know.

i bought myself a christmas present.. this de-lish pencil skirt. cheap. from romy. i've been dying for a pencil skirt for a while. as for the purse.. i wasn't so sure i liked it.. dad and david picked it out.. but then i put it with this and thought it was alright. still not my favorite.. but i'm warming up to it. and the necklace, courtesy of thomas. bravo brother.

anyways.. MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!!!!

what's the best gift you've ever been given?

curses on dance pictures.

the worst part about all of it... was that i was in a dress..... a "slimming" one if you know what i mean.
oh.kill.joy.

and nic and i didn't get to be in any of the pictures. :/ oh well.

enjoy my faves of each couple.
























i'm not too fond of how most of them turned out.. but i'd told everyone the right time because it was best for doing pictures.... i didn't know it would be OVERCAST that day... so it got really dark super quick..

through this experience though, i've decided to never do another westwood dance this year (while i am in high school). it's too much stress for not enough pay. and i'd rather like to enjoy the rest of the dances while i still have a little sanity.. lol.

hmm.. i did have a lot to say. but it's almost 1am and the mom is waiting for me to get off of the computer. yay sleep. will write more tomorrow.

for now.. here is a super-duper mini shoot i did for diana. it was for Gart's mission calendar. :]
i love love LOVE fall (azwinter)

Lots of new, lots to do - Mesa Arizona Portrait Photographer

 I feel official with the "Mesa Arizona Portrait Photogapher" in the title. :P

Engagement pictures for my awesome cousin. I'm her maid of honor. :]

Such a gorgeous family!! Love them! They are hilarious. :]

I'm not a fan of doing pictures for dances. Especially if I have to do them in a dress... (stay tuned :P more pictures to come for our group for winter formal.. yes, I had to do them in my dress). However, these were for the ASU Institute Ball. These guys were shnazzy. :]

super duper busy.

Wowza!! SO MANY PICTURES to post!!!!! it's been 3 weeks since i blogged last.. sorrs!
 I've been so busy!
(this week there will be new pictures. i hope)

UNTIL I BLOG NEXT....
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olive.juice
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